THE WAY I USED TO BE Paperback

"The Way I Used to Be" by Amber Smith is a poignant and powerful young adult novel that delves into the shattering experience of sexual assault and the arduous journey toward healing. The story follows Eden, a seemingly ordinary high school girl whose life is irrevocably altered after she is raped by her best friend's older brother. As she grapples with the trauma, shame, and isolation, Eden struggles to reconcile her past self with the person she has become, navigating the complexities of friendships, family, and the painful process of finding her voice and reclaiming her sense of self. This brave and unflinching narrative explores themes of victim-blaming, the struggle for justice, and the resilience required to rebuild a life after profound violation.